Great insult, grouching and all, and when I viewed the blog of a girl who commented on my post and there was something called ‘gratitude’, the feelings with what I was barren and I got to realize that i am the cheapest, worst ever person available on earth but still Allah does not want me to quit. I don’t know why I never knew why I was given all that. Indeed I never deserved that but sill 22 years of befuddling, sorrows, and repentance, Allah wants me to stand, He wants me to fight and He wants me to never say die, I couldn’t understand this ever I don’t know for what I was born for and I am supposed to be. The day when I born and then adopted and the education I got that could not be given to my sister and brothers, yet I am loosing, yet I am yielding.. I concede.. I regret but yet could not be able to defy.
Verily, you will not die until Allah does not take from you what He wants you to do.. ‘This isn’t a Qur’anic verse’.
Note: This article was written few months ago.